what being a living “bonespo” or “deathspo” for years feels like (a 🧵) reminder for myself in the future if my head is so loud
-basically have no life at all for years wasted , only lives in the internet -no physical strength to even sit up to watch tv (fr) -being a “goal” of other SICK people but that is all -afraid to go out or connect w reality bc you’re so costumed by your head
-all that’s left in u is a dead soul and mind -nobody irl will look at you without judgement -nobody irl will see you being their goal
WAKE up now if you think -i will stop and get better when im x kg/when i lose x kg/when i look like this -i will be happy/like myself if i look x -i will want to get better when im ip x -i will be thinner look better or whatever bs
You will NEVER be happy nor satisfied with yourself if you don’t heal from ur sick mind and zoom OUT .heal your body and your soul and mind will follow .the universe is sm more for you to be consumed by your head .we are all just a human being, so why can others but not us
i believe you will not regret recovery but you will regret not recovering
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@baniievaa I've seen your attitude make a 180 and wow. This is powerful, I'm so proud of you for having this realization
@baniievaa we love you and we are so so so proud of you for recovering. this isnt an easy decision or an easy cycle to break. you've got this!!
@baniievaa finally someone said it, people really don't know what hell are they pushing themselves into
@baniievaa I wish u the best <3
@baniievaa wishing you the best life 🫶
@baniievaa You can do this. It all starts in your head.
@baniievaa 🫂🫂
@baniievaa Yeah, that’s what it was like for me too. Lost my job, had to move back in with my parents and they helped me recover to a healthier weight.
@baniievaa Hey, i know it's a hard time for you, but you can get through this im sure!!
@baniievaa i love this post sm i love recovery
