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introduce him to this big part of his life? But he can't date and hide it. He's never been as nervous as when he tells Sn. Sn is a little overwhelmed, especially with that Wy did it professionally for a short while, but not judgmental. "I thought you were a bottom," Sn says, +

bc that's the only thing they've done. Wy stutters something about being both, bc he can't seem to keep his shit together around Sn. "Can I see it?" Sn asks and Wy's nerves are about to combust into a mushroom cloud. He shows Sn a short video he took a while ago, in person,

bc he doesn't want to just link it and leave Sn to think all kinds of things. It's fairly basic, just some bondage and very light pain play, but even that much intimidates Sn, he can see it. "But what we have is fine, really," he says, "we don't have to do it, I just wanted +

you to know!" He's not sure he can live without it, but he's 100% sure he can't live without Sn. A few days later, Sn asks if he can see Wy dom someone live. It's okay if it's sęxual, he says, as long as Wy doesn't literally fck them. Wy says no, bc he's freaking out, but +

once he's thought about it he thinks Sn has a right to know, and Wy needs to trust him to know what he wants. It's incredibly tense and awkward the first moments. He's brought a guy he used to meet with sometimes, Hwx, and Hwx has accepted the terms. Sn watches +

from a chair in a corner, he's been told to stay there to not mess up the scene. Wy sinks into it by habit, eventually. Hwx always loved the soft touch but really mean style, and the thin whips. When he finishes he's forgotten Sn is there. Seeing Sn, he has his first dom drop +

ever, breaks down crying, rambling about Sn please not leaving him. "Leave?" Sn says like he's speaking alien. "I'm trying to understand what you want me to do." Wy can't breathe. "It helped a lot to see it in person. Uh, no whips, I don't think, but I think I'm ready to try." +

By the time they do try, Wy has prepared meticulously, and promised himself he'll keep his shit together. It turns out when he wraps the silk bands around Sn's wrists, the sharp black cutting across his honey skin, he just clicks into place. However, +

Sn enjoys it for a short while but then safewords out. Being physically shoved around doesn't bother him, he seems to discover he very much enjoys the rough oral, but it's the words that don't sit right. "I just don't feel it," he admits, and looks as worried as Wy feels. +

Since the shoving is more of an accessory to the words, Wy despairs, but tries to stay calm and collected to not put Sn off it more. Wy knows the responsible thing is to say goodbye. If the levels don't match, couples are often doomed, and things can go so wrong. But they're +

so good together in every other way, and the normal sęx is divine. Sn is quiet but considerate, and loves to spoil him. He can't make himself do the responsible thing, so they date normally for a while. He's happy. He's fine. Sn sits him down one day and says Wy is not +

fine and needs to stop pretending. If he needs to do this with someone else... Wy doesn't want to, but Sn talks him into trying. Standing outside the guy's door, though, Wy can't do it. He runs back to Sn's place, and finds Sn crying. The idiot is too nice. This isn't going to +

work, so as a final resort, Wy asks if Sn wants to try domming him. He's not been into the sub side, but he's desperate and Sn could maybe enjoy the soft version? He's already kind of a service top. He knows Sn doesn't think it'll work at all but says yes because he wants +

Wy to be happy. He feels like a monster, setting the black bands in Sn's hands, like he's corrupting a pure forest nyph or something, but they've agreed this first try stays shallow. Just their normal stuff but with constraints and a blindfold. "You'll have to tell me what's +

going on," Wy asks. "Since I'm blind, I need to know what you're doing." He's not sure Sn can do that, he's been a bit shy about dirty talk before. Something magical happens when the blindfold comes on though. Free from Wy's gaze and given free reign and premission to his +

body, Sn's shyness withers. His hands close tighter to move Wy where he wants him. They were going to keep it simple, but Sn is like a shark smelling blood in the water, feeling Wy's desperate need for knowing what's going to happen, when control has been taken from him. +

Ever so slowly the words come crawling over his lips. The first "you're being so good for me, baby," sets the demon free, that was hiding under loose white shirts and casual smiles. Sn seems surprised too. But not as surprised as Wy is, that Wy is loving it, eating it up like +

something inside him had been starving. Sn's gentleness in the midst of pushing him harder than he's ever been, seems to take him to a place inside he hadn't know existed. The sub drop is severe and he's for a second afraid Sn won't know what to do, but Sn's normal doting +

steps up to fill his knowledge gap. They linger lazily in the bathtub together, Wy nestled against Sn's solid chest feeling his deep, slow breaths. It feels safe. Neither of them say much, just checking in and cooing, because it doesn't have to be said. They can feel it +

in the air. The crackle of possibility, excitement of discovery, and most of all the relief, and the hope. Maybe they can make this work, after all. Maybe they were exactly what the other needed. Sn's hand slides over Wy's thigh, his thumb brushing right above the knee. +

"I want to mark you, right here," he rumbles, in a tone that tickles the back of Wy's neck, that he's never heard before tonight. Wy sets his hand on the same place on Sn's thigh. "Only if I can mark you too." //END

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