Quietly sipping on his green tea, Jeongguk wonders if this was a mistake. Should he have gathered all of them at the office first? The whole point of this was so that they could all shed their work personas and leave them behind, but maybe doing it in the officeâ
a place thatâs familiar to all of themâwouldâve been better. âSo, um, what was living in Japan like, boss?â âNice,â Taehyung replies simply. Jeongguk nudges him under the table with his foot. Taehyung had asked him earlierâ
heâd been a bigger nervous wreck about this than Jeongguk expectedâfor advice on how he can make this /easier/, since heâs never spoken to either Mingyu or Seokjin about things other than work.
Jeongguk told him that not giving one-worded answers would be a good start, as heâs observed is something Taehyung likes to do with people who are obviously only talking to him as courtesy.
Taehyung clears his throat, understanding the hint. âI liked it there. Tokyoâs not all that different from Seoul. Well, besides the language.â âCool.â Mingyu nods. âHey, didnât you do an exchange in Tokyo a million years ago, Jin-hyung?â
âIt was 17 years ago, you littleââ âSo a million?â Seokjin sighs, defeated by Mingyuâs shit-eating grin. âYes. I was there for a semester during my undergraduate degree.â
âWhichâwhich university?â Taehyung asks. It surprises both Jeongguk and Seokjin. âMeiji Gakuin.â âOh. Nice. Thatâs a great school.â /Progress/, Jeongguk thinks. He canât help but be overfilled with joy even over this one small thing.
âWhile a million years is an exaggerationââ Seokjin throws a venomous glare towards Mingyuâs way, âI do agree it has been a long time. The only highlight of my time there that I remember is my classmate taking me on a golf course with Mount Fuji as the view.â
A spark of recognition flashes in Taehyungâs eyes. âFuji Classic?â âYeah. Howâd you know?â âNo kidding. I used to golf there all the time during my Masterâs. Itâs my favorite course.â
Thereâs excitement in his tone that Jeongguk easily identifies. Golf is perhaps the only valid hobby he had before he started picking up jazz as well. He doesnât do it as often as heâd like to (too busy, he said), which is why he never considered it as an actual hobby,
but Jeonggukâs been encouraging him to take more trips to the driving range as of late. (Jeongguk doesnât understand golf himself, but anything to keep Taehyungâs mind at peace.) âDo you golf a lot?â Two genuine questions in under a minute? Taehyung is on /fire/.
âI did, in my twenties. Stopped for a while but Iâm trying to pick it back up again now. I started keeping up with the tournaments again,â Seokjin explains. âAh, so you mustâve seen the one on Friday.â âOh, donât get me startedââ
Just like that, the two launch into a very heated conversation about what a shitshow the last golf tournament was as if this is something they did all the time. Jeongguk can only sit there, chopsticks frozen midair, perplexed at the interaction unfolding right before his eyes.
Granted, this is what he had always wanted. For Seokjin and Taehyung to somehow get along and become friends. He just didnât think that itâd be this /odd/ seeing it finally happen. Mingyuâs clearly just as shocked as Jeongguk is, throwing a slightly amused look across the table.
Jeongguk just shakes his head, shrugs, and shoves more rice into his mouth. âThat was fun. We should do it again sometime,â Taehyung tells him almost two hours later, after they have left the restaurant and are now waiting in front of a GS25 while Mingyu and Seokjin get some
beers and ice cream. Aside from golf, Seokjin and Taehyung had bonded over shared movie tastes (mystery-thrillers) and traded college stories from their âglory daysâ (which only put into perspective his and Taehyungâs age gap).
This was also how Jeongguk learned Taehyung used to smoke in his early to mid-twenties, a fact that he was both surprised and stirred by. âI know youâre excited about making a new friend, but you might want to slow down before you scare him off,â Jeongguk teases.
Taehyungâs beaming like he has never before. Itâs cute. âHave some faith in me.â âYou know itâs only fair that I meet your friends too, right?â âYouâve met Wooshik.â
Jeongguk doesnât know how many times he has to tell him that his co-worker who also happens to be his cousin doesnât count. âWhat about your golf friends?â âYou mean my business partners? Most of which are fifty-year-old men?â
Jeongguk groans. âGod, if you werenât a filthy rich CEO youâd be the biggest loser.â The hottest loser to ever exist, probably. Itâs like god made him somewhat socially awkward to balance Taehyung only laughs at that.
He pulls Jeongguk closer by the waist and plants a chaste kiss on his cheek, and then again on his lips. Jeongguk smiles. He leans in again for a deeper, slower kiss, but Seokjin chooses that exact moment to walk out of the store,
interrupting their little moment with his fed-up groan. He always has impeccable timing. âOh, great. And here I thought nothing could ruin my night. Should I go back in there and get some bleach for my eyes?â
âGet used to it,â Taehyung says, but in a surprisingly joking and unserious way, before Jeongguk can think of a snarky reply. âYeah, hyung,â Mingyu says, coming up behind Seokjin. âTheyâre cute.â
Seokjin groans again, grumbles something about despising couples before he walks away first, carrying the plastic bag full of beer cans and ice cream with him. Mingyu says something about finding some place where they could loiter and drink.
âI havenât been this happy in a long time. Maybe ever,â Taehyung says, entwining their fingers together as they walk. Jeongguk feels touched by it. He knows that this isnât Taehyungâs typical night.
If he wanted to drink, he wouldâve probably gone to an ambient bar with nice music and decor instead of buying convenience store beer. âHey.â Jeongguk stops walking and tugs Taehyungâs hand, forcing him to stop too.
âRemember what you almost said to me during our fight during the company retreat? I just want you to know that I feel the same way.â Heat rushes to his cheeks despite him not saying the word just yet. He doesnât know why heâs choosing to bring this up now,
but some impulsive part of his brain is pushing him to tell Taehyung now. He doesnât want to keep it in. âWhat I /almost/ said to you? How would I know what that is if I didnât say it?â âYou /know/,â Jeongguk insists. Thereâs no way he doesnât.
It hasnât been that long and it was their first real fight. Jeongguk surely hasnât forgotten. âDo I? I think you have to spell it out for me.â
He canât tell if Taehyungâs teasing. Being able to read Taehyung like an open book is something Jeongguk prides inâsomething that other people at the office know him for, tooâbut itâs rare times like these that his chronic poker face is hard to crack.
Jeongguk swallows a nervous gulp, trying not to falter under Taehyungâs unwavering gaze. Does he really need to do this now? In the middle of the street? He takes a deep breath and releases it in a long, slow exhale, and says, âI love you.â
And once itâs out, he canât imagine never having said it. He loves Taehyungâhas probably loved Taeyung longer than heâs realized. He spent so long on the fence about the job in Busan because he loves Taehyung and couldnât bear the thought of leaving and being away from him.
He just wasnât brave enough to admit it then. It feels freeing, letting that out, like a heavy weight has been lifted off his chest, and he wants to bask in this moment of being in love when the realization dawns on him. Taehyung hasnât said anything back.
He stands in front of Jeongguk frozen, mouth hanging open, and wide-eyed as if Jeongguk had just said something so crazy. Naturally, Jeonggukâs brain short-circuits, starts to think âfuck, fuck, fuck!â as he scrambles for something to say.
Something to save himself from what might be the most embarrassing moment in all of his romantic life, but he canât exactly take his words back, can he? So what he ends up with is a very stuttered, âW-what?â
âNothing. Sorry. I justâI was mostly teasing. I wasnât expecting you to actually say it nowââ âOh god. I shouldâve picked a better moment, shouldnât I? Weâre literally on the street and my friends are only a few meters awayâ!â
âJeongguk. Darling. Any moment is the right moment if you mean it and I know you do. So I love you too. But you probably already knew that. I /did/ almost say it, after all.â Taehyung gives him a gentle squeeze on the shoulders, rubs his hands up and down Jeonggukâs forearms.
Jeongguk relaxes under his grasp, wanting nothing more to sag and melt under his touch. He wishes they were back at his apartment.
âYouâve loved me since then?â âEven before,â Taehyung says softly then kisses his forehead, sending flutters down Jeonggukâs chest. They leave it at that, though Jeongguk knows thereâs room for them to talk about it some more later.
Heâll start with grilling Taehyung about the exact moment he realized heâd fallen for his secretary and how much it made him lose his mind.
For now, they catch up to Mingyu and Seokjin, who have both kept walking further down the street unbeknownst to everything unfolding behind them.
