I'm still not doing good, my mental health has been awful lately and I'm spiraling down a vicious cycle of deep depression, anxiety, substance abuse, malnutrition, multiple hospital trips, psychosis, morbid thoughts and interests, etc. So yeah... it's been rough and it still is.

But know I try to get out of this shit I put myself into. I have therapists, doctors and will soon go to a private mental health clinic. So I have hopes I can see the end of it all one day.

Now, when it comes to Axyn. I decided to move my fucking lazy ass and try at least to do something instead of slowly dying. So I'll try my best to work on the project no matter how painful and hard it is.

I'm sorry I made everyone worry, I hope I can get this sorted and I hope I can continue to spread my love of making video games and finish Axyn. I love this project, I love you all and I want to see through it all.

@ShinlalalaJ No need to apologize, your health is important hope you get better.

@ShinlalalaJ This is Super Hung Goku. Don't Give Up. We love you Shinlalala... I am giving you my Super Hung Power #spiritgoon . I am Super Hung Goku. #dayonegooner #superhunggoku

@ShinlalalaJ Dont worry, take your time. Mental health is really important. I hope you get through it, i know how tough it can be, especially when it feels like you are letting people down by resting even if you need it.

@ShinlalalaJ dont apologize, its completely ok. get good. im looking very forward to Axyn Adventure, thats the only one game that i really want to play and dont ever stop. so dont worry, you dont have to develop games in a second ♡

@ShinlalalaJ 听到你没事真是太好了，希望你可以快点康复🙏