@YOHAMI True. But I don't believe you can just decide and do it. I think you need to go through lots of shiittt and get disappointed in everything. Then, when you don't give af anymore, you rise like a fucking phoenix and build a new world, the one you want.

@re4mat0r It's a transformation. It starts with choice.

@YOHAMI I used to ask what is the win while holding on to ego. Now, after reading this and calmly iterating over the exercise a few times, ego feels absent and instead of creating a want. It feels like curiosity. Giving up self to reach the true self.

@noeticartintel Asking what's the win while holding the ego will still work as TG but then it's constrained to whatever bullshit the ego is holding to. Which means eventual crash and burn, until you realize you have to go deeper. Story of my life too.

@YOHAMI I cannot realize my true want while in BG? This is huge.

@sssuccessor Correct.

@YOHAMI A lot harder than it sounds. What's your success with people? Mine is like 5Cs 2Bs and 1 A-. I don't go all the way from slave to master frame though, is that more effective? Kinda want my brother to get it. Cause reality:

@lightin_mind That's what it feels like. Then look up.

@YOHAMI Surrender into Nothing > In that state is Surrender into darkness What came screaming from that abyss for me was to let go of the ULTIMATE LIGHT. That I cannot.

@dOyinknws_all The ultimate light you're holding into is a fabrication. That's the horror. The real, ultimate light cannot be held. Release, and look up.

@YOHAMI "do nothing","relax into nothing" and surrender Is this some kind of meditation?

@iamChinedu001 Yes

@YOHAMI this is the wisdom

@YOHAMI Quite possibly perfection