its easy to ask is the traumatic depiction of rape and other horrific event necessary? its necessary to me because the tamer it is the more i think this isnt what i went through. i was exposed to irl rape porn stealth cam things since i was 6 or 7, the mail to order porn

catalogue had so much awful shit. I remember my dads preference in porn in detail, i remember his preferred age in women is 18-20 when hes 45, i remember him calling me and my sister brides of our last life. so yes degrees of lewdity's existent is necessary.

you literally will not be able to know these are wrong unless you see the exact thing in safe environment, in my head was supposed to BE my mom. im not even getting into the physical shit but i get mad when people swipe the worth of this type of extreme media under the rug

i dont really believe people when they say they care about victims. asia is already rough but i hate western internets moral high ground

currently im trying to figure out if im trans because i wanted to be or because i wanted to not be groomed by my dad. it wouldnt rly make me go back but i think degrees of lewdity kind of gave me hope because PC always make it through no matter what.

i feel dirty that i have to bring my past up to "justify" me exploring my sexual trauma bc i keep seeing people ask and then go ew when they realize what the game is. but it is what it is

@francishsie And you are absolutely right, unfortunately for people who support people only when they are in their tiny moral range

@francishsie I wish you the best in your journey of healing :(

@francishsie You have every right to handle yourself the way you decided is best for you 💖 I'm sorry that ppl don't understand that it's your life and your autonomy, lots of love and support to you pookie 💕